:)

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

SINGLE

Tadi dengan segala hormatnya aku telah menukar status aku menjadi janda berhias..alah dalam facebuk je pon..after a long wait i cannot stand another day waiting and wondering and hoping and maybe this is the best for me and him...ini lah dikatakan tak ada jodoh..walau mcm mana kita berdoa 5x sehari tiap2 hari tapi kalau xde jodoh memang xde lah jawapnya... sedeynye..sebak neh...sob2 :'(

Aku dah janji aku tak kan mengalah kat dya, tp entah la..hati ini sakit lah tied dgn relationship yang xde makna neh...at least bila buang status ne aku akan terkuar dari lingkungan yg menyakitkan ne...

so rite now aku moving on je la...aku xsalah kan dya 100% dah itu memang nature dya pragai mcm tu..tapii hebat jgk ye aku neh..bole tahan 4 bulan.hahahaha mcm lawak ja...dya ckp ex gf dya dlu bole tahan dgn dya xsampai sebulan..aiiyaaa aku ne deserve pelempang 45 darjah sebanyak patpolohpat kali sbb bole tahan dengan pragai dya...well enuff say, hati memang complicated mcm tu pon kita bole syg sumone tu gila2...aku dah tumbangkan ego tuk dya tp xjln jgk,sekarang lebeh baek aku semekom je la kt dya..and i've had enuff with all this thingy. i still have faith and i believe there are sumone out there for me..aku harap dya pon xpujuk aku ke apa,sbb satg aku msti nk balik kt dya.wahaahaha..sudah2 la aku merana.xlarat rasanya...

KECIK HATI

HANG NAK PUJUK AKU? SEMEKOM JE LAAAAA

ini betol-betol punya

Aku seorang yang baek hati.

Aku seorang yang cantik

Aku seorang yang lawa

Aku seorang yang thoughtful

Aku seorang yang humble

Aku seorang yang funny

Aku seorang yang straight

Aku ne down to earth kottt

Aku juga sangat bosan dikala ini...........

 

p/s: 99% kena percaya okk

Ular?!

About last couple weeks ago aku ade mimpi ular sawa dua malam berturut turut plak tu..mimpi dya mcm ne..ular sawa tu duk kat syiling aku pon xleh nk describe mcm mana mimpi tu..org ckp,bkn aku ckp la..klu mimpi ular sawa ne petanda nti ada bala..adoii tkot la plak aku..before ne pon dah jd mcm2 kt family aku...sian makpak aku der..pastu last 2-3 days aku mimpi lg ular sawa, ular ne tgh belit nk mkn org tp aku just tgk ja...apa mksud aku pon tarak taw..

tapiiii...mimpi ne dah mengangu gugat kehidupan aku seh..aku jd tkot nk masok toilet..nk masuk pon aku inspect dlu tgk ada ular ke tidak..mcm td,sedap2 aku lipat kaen bole plak aku berimaginasi bersama ular..tak ke mcm haram jadah? takot la babi.dah la rumah aku dlu penah ada ular sawa tp bkn dalam rumah la...tapi kan klu mksud mimpi tu ada org masuk meminang ehemm best la jgk.wahaha ermm bkn gatai ke apa tp mybe dah smpai masanya.hehe

One sided love

 

One-sided love is not fair to either person. Also, relationships are hard enough to keep even when both people are actively in love with one another. You cannot make it happen on your own. Best to throw this fish back into the sea and look for love elsewhere. 

No one can have a happy existence and grow from happiness if they are in love with someone, but are not loved back. It causes arguments, suspicion, generally cheating on the partner and a great deal of stress.

The pain of this horrendous situation "One sided Love" unless you are a victim of it. I know it is very difficult situation to be in and I wish no one falls in this kind of situation because the result is surely going to be very, very painful and one might end up running his/her life, but still I think if in any case you have been in this kind of situation what you need to do is to try to find happiness in the happiness of your mate......and please don't wait for him/her to come back into your life because it's true that you can't make anybody love you forcefully; just believe in your destiny and maybe something very sweet is waiting for you in your life.

You shouldn't even be considering being in a one-sided relationship. And trust me, I know how painful it is when you truly care about someone and they don't feel the same you want to make it work so badly but you're only doing yourself harm. This other person doesn't feel the same, so why deny yourself the opportunity to find someone who will love you as much as you love them? As human beings we need to feel cared for and cared about and if you're the only one giving in a relationship your self inflicting harm on your emotional stability when you find it all come tumbling down when that person eventually breaks your heart, because why? They're the side of the relationship that doesn't care, remember? sorry if it's harsh but you deserve better and you deserve someone who wants to make your life easier in any way possible. You are obviously a very loving, compassionate person and trust me you'll find your happy ending... just not in a one-sided relationship. A teeter totter is only fun if you get two people who make enough effort to push each other up..

 

ini sume aku copy paste,haram la aku nk taip.cket2 je aku tambah..

penangan cintakah?

I've learned that we must put aside our ego if we really want the relationship to be last..susa sebenarnye tp demi cinta ku padamu *kasi feel mcm amy search cket..dya ego,aku ego so xkemana la kami ne..adeiii yineporenge..i really miss him badly..so bad that i could eat the 2 pinggan nasik selama 2 menet..*ok menipu teruk..

last couple of weeks since we were not spoken, aku xde slera nk makan..dah xmakan so nk berak pon susa la...apa lagi sembelit la aku pon...hari2 pon ingat dya la..agak2 ingt x dya kat aku ye..aku dah tnya dya,dya ckp dya ingt..tp apapasalllll lu tarak text gua,tarak kol gua??lu ne bodo ka ane?eiiii tu la susa kapel dgn org mcm ne..

owh hati please be more patience and tolerance. 

Dan-dan ja aku update blog

Penghargaan kepada bul2 sbb jd 1st polower aku..kuikui...wey bul2 hg bangga x jd polower aku neh?the very 1st polower taw..hahahahaha

ok bye ;p

Kemalasan melanda

Hari ne aku malas sungguh, malas nak buat apa pon..nak berak pon aku malas apatah lagi bila mak aku suh pi masak....malasssss tp hakikatnya aku mmg penyegan............

malas nk mandi wey...dah pkui 11 mlm dah dan aku sedang berdarah kot.gila ok..aku nk p mndi la..

"I'm Not Missing You"

Oh, Oh

I'm not missing you

Been through just about everything that I could go through

When it comes to relationships

Don't know what I was missing or why I ain't listen

When I told myself that was it

Now here I go, hurt again

Cause of my curiosity

Now that its over

What else could it be he just had to cheat

I made a promise never to settle

Why didn't I keep it?

'Cause I hated the heartbreak

Crying and cheating, the fooling around

(But) I'm not missing you

I'm not going through the motions

Waiting and hoping you call me

I'm not missing you

You might have had me open

But I must be going because

I got life to do

I know I'm usually hanging on

I used to hate to see you gone

But this time its different

I don't even feel the distance

I'm not missing

I'm not missing you

Its a shame in a way cause

I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me

Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh

Will my true love ever be?

Why would I go on a search again

When I know what the end will be

What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

I made a promise never to settle

Why didn't I keep it?

'Cause I hated the heartbreak

Crying and cheating, the fooling around

No I can't be with you

Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me

I can't keep going through life

Unaware of what I missed

And the person I could be

Love's good when its right

And when it's left in your memory

All the times I let you down

I guess love will be nice for someone else's life

(But) I'm not missing you

I'm not going through the motions

Waiting and hoping you call me

(I'm not missing you)

You might have had me open

But I must be going because

(I got life to do)

I know I'm usually hanging on

I used to hate to see you gone

(I used to hate it)

Oh different, oh see the distance

I'm not missing

I'm not missing you

I'm not going through the motions

Waiting and hoping you call me (knockin' at my door)

You might have had me open

But I must be going because

I know I'm usually hanging on

I used to hate to see you gone

Oh different, feel the distance

I'm not missing

I'm not missing you

I'm not missing

I'm not missing you(yeah, oooh)

I'm not missing you (oh baby)

I'm not missing you 

-Stacie Orrice-

p/s : i really miss him badly :'(

False alarm.

Aku dah syiok dah budak2 tu panggil aku teacher, ermmm bukan tak suka depa panggil cikgu ermmm panggil teacher la baru mcm amerika kan?hahaha ok bkn nk eksen..hari tu masa interbiu pgetua tnya aku,aku ne capable ngajar ape, memandangkan aku ada dip in english communication (mcm terer ja bi aku ne,tp kantoi gak pon) so aku pon jwb la aku bole ngajar b.i tp mmg sesuai la pon aku nk ngajar ye tak?...dya tnya lg, other than that apa aku bole ajar, bib da ckp sejarah or ert so aku pon bantailah sejarah dan ert sbb saja nk tunjuk instead of b.i bole la aku ngajar 2 subjek tu tp mmg kena revise balik sbb dah lama tingal benda alah tu...past few weeks aku jupe PK1, dya confirmkan aku akan ngajar b.i dgn sejarah...pastu 2 3 kali jgk la dya duk bgtaw aku, "sima,nti awak ngajar b.i dgn sejarah la ye" ok dya dah bg harapan palsu kt aku dan aku tak berapa nak suka. aku suka b.i ne at least aku bole lembutkan lidah aku yg agak keras dgn improve aku pnya vocab so nti xde la aku nk terketar lidah sembang dgn ank buah aku yg kat oversea tu..malu beb kalu ckp tergagap dgn depa..pastu aku pon mmg dah ada hati rasa nk further tesl nti and masa trial teaching hari tu pon aku lagi comfortable ngajar b.i...........tadi...tadiiiiii aku hangin sgt sbb ape?sbb tetiba aku was assigned to teach KH ok KH ! lahanat taw tak oiiii... kalau PK1 tu dari dlu tak confirm lg aku pnya subjek apa tuk aku pegang xpe.ini pulun ckp aku ngajar b.i tetiba new session adalah KH..owh wut the F...

p/s : aku juga akan jd warden ye.tq

Malam-malam yang membosankan

Saya seperti tajuk diatas adalah sangat buhhhhhsaaannnnnnn ye.

tq

My pathetic love life

Assalamualaikum wbt

Ok, tataw nk mula kot celah mana so go on je lah dgn entry yg mcm menyayat hati ini..ermmm menyayat hati bagi aku je la kot gamaknya...definasi cinta bagi aku or for almost everyone ialah sesuatu yg membahagiakan, menyenangkan, a positive emotion, sensual (same dgn sexual jgk eh? ermm lantaklah) dan macam-macam lagi..tapiiiii...........kenapa turn aku semuanya disaster??perlu ke korang jawap?tak perlu ok sebab aku rasa aku ne memang suwey la..mandi bunga 5 kali sehari selama sebulan pon tak jalan..hurmmm T_T

Cinta itu buta..sesape yg mengalami mcm aku alami je tahu iaitu segala keburukan si dya kita sanggup telan bulat-bulat sebab sayang tak kira la dya sepak terajang ke, dya saiko tiap-tiap hari, dya mental ka dan sewaktu dengannya..mcm cibai tak?memang cibai bila kena kat kita.tp nk buat mcm mana soal hati ne susah cket dan aku paham sesapa yg susah nk tinggalkan kekasih hati dya..tp tak ke mcm kena guna-guna or nasi kankang kalau dah terok sangat?hurmmmm